The Proud Mama
I'm a 35 year old woman brought into this world on February 23rd 1971 and married to the same man for 13 years, mother to 2 hilarious, extremely handsome boys and one beautiful baby boy, who was totally NOT planned, but who turned out to be the Joy of our lives, loves to drink ice tea and hot chocolate from Starbucks. There is more to me than just being a mother, I just don't remember any of it.
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of mine! This website is a place for me to draw together all aspects of my life
into an enjoyable and interesting journal. You will find issues that are truly
going on in my life at the current moment. Sometimes I can be sharp. I am also
very open with my feelings and opinions. If you are part of my life and I love
you, you'll read about it in my journal. If you are an idiot, guess what? It's
in here too. Feel free to respond if you choose. However, leave my website if
you can't handle reality. I dont give a damn!
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Mamafai's Daily Dose...
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
nFear Not, Oh People Who Read My Blog! I have not quit blogging. Had been very busy trying to get my "business" off and running and at the same time adjusting myself with the new title of "SAHM".
These are some of the list of things I have been doing recently :
1) Baking (It's becoming a passion for me!)
2) Reading (I am so glad that I am able to pick up this hobby again..its been awhile eversince I last read a book of more than 100pages)
3) Shopping (How can I not enjoy this when I get to shop at 10am with Afzal while other people are busy in the office? Indeed its a bonding time for mom and son..I have to do it with Asyraf soon!...Oh not forgetting bonding with dh..hehe shopping without the kids and get what you longing for like...erm..shall not mentionlah! :) )
4) Over the causeway on weekdays. (I think we've been over the causeway for more than 5 times in a month...no hassle over the causeway jam !)
6) Meeting up with friends/collegues for lunch and dinner. (ni case nak lepas kan rindulah...Kan Juraidah kan??? hehe)
7) Witnessing the kids waking up by my side every single day. (I cannot describe more on this)
Oh there's many more which the list can go on and on....
If you ask me how's life as a SAHM? I think its every women's dream! If you ask do I miss working life..the answer is definitely NO! Regrets? Definitely NO!
And can you imagine the feeling of riding on this in town with the people I Love? *wink at Tea*
I hope I am not too late for this...wishing everyone Ramadan AL-MUBARAK!
Mamafai wrote @ 1:19 AM |
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I'm feeling stressed and anxious and panicky and just unhappy for no reason today. I don't know why I'm feeling so out of sorts this afternoon but I'm on the verge of tears and the things that are stressing me out just aren't bad enough to cause this kind of reaction. I don't get it. I can't explain it.
Maybe things will get back to normal tomorrow.
Mamafai wrote @ 11:16 PM |
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Today, my son is 6 months old.
Where did the time go? And why is it passing so quickly?
I wish it would slow down. I look at my boys, and I am painfully aware that I'll blink my eyes and that handsome baby boy is growing very fast!
I remembered when I found out that the baby I was carrying inside of me was another boy. I was scared. I honestly did not believe I could bond with another boy. I feared I wouldn't connect with him the same way I did with his brothers. I didn't think he'd like me very much, Silly as that sounds. I'd have nightmares of him fussing when I'd hold him and screaming for his abah to rescue him from me.
I was so wrong. He adores me. And I adore him.
There is a powerful love between the two of us and I look forward to watching it grow and develop over the coming years.
Six months have already passed, and the love and pride I feel towards him is so heart-stirring, I can only imagine what the future holds.
Mamafai wrote @ 11:55 AM |
Monday, September 04, 2006
My God, I love those boys.
When I'm feeling sad or depressed, they'll find a way to make me laugh.
When I'm upset, they have a way of making me realize things aren't as bad as I'm making them out to be. They'll draw pictures expressing their love for me, or rub my back while indirectly telling me everything will be ok. 
When I'm feeling ugly, they'll remind me that to them... I'm the most beautiful woman in the world and, as Asyraf said "very sexy, because would abah love you if you are not sexy?"
He has a point. Ha! Ha!
Ok...it has been a tiring week for me but I jsut can't stop loving my boys!
Mamafai wrote @ 1:29 AM |
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