The Proud Mama
I'm a 35 year old woman brought into this world on February 23rd 1971 and married to the same man for 13 years, mother to 2 hilarious, extremely handsome boys and one beautiful baby boy, who was totally NOT planned, but who turned out to be the Joy of our lives, loves to drink ice tea and hot chocolate from Starbucks. There is more to me than just being a mother, I just don't remember any of it.
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of mine! This website is a place for me to draw together all aspects of my life
into an enjoyable and interesting journal. You will find issues that are truly
going on in my life at the current moment. Sometimes I can be sharp. I am also
very open with my feelings and opinions. If you are part of my life and I love
you, you'll read about it in my journal. If you are an idiot, guess what? It's
in here too. Feel free to respond if you choose. However, leave my website if
you can't handle reality. I dont give a damn!
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Mamafai's Daily Dose...
Friday, February 23, 2007
I’ve never been a big proponent of change. I don’t like new things. I get anxious about them. I will procrastinate the heck out of anything that will require a change. People who knows me are nodding their heads vigorously at these statements.
Unfortunately, Change has come to me whether I like it or not. My life is different now than what I expected 10 years ago in so many ways. I have changed, either because of or despite my wishes. So many Changes, and they have helped mold me into who I am.
I wish that so many changes weren’t necessary. I get so caught up in the wishing, though, that I ignore the necessary Changes.
I am trying to welcome Change now. I (might) have wallowed enough. Today, as I sit around, I open my heart to welcome the changes that have come into my life, and try to look forward to the Changes around the corner.
Happy Birthday Me!
Mamafai wrote @ 12:00 AM |
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Cut for excessive whining, of which I think I've done more than my share of late, but which I can't seem to stop because things aren’t getting better and are, in fact, continuing downhill.
I've tried maintaining my cool for the sake of the kids...trying very hard not to show them wats inside me... Lots of prayers need to be done and I somehow doubt I’d feel better sitting in the toilet and crying.
Sort of scared, here…
Mamafai wrote @ 1:02 AM |
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Do not rub your eyes.. there was no camera trick... my baby is walking...now at 11 months. In fact he had been walking a few steps since 10 months.... :)
Mamafai wrote @ 11:06 PM |
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Sad, angry, helpless... these are what we (me and hub) are feeling right now. Wish we could have done much more... it just sucks! Couldn't stop thinking...couldn't even believe it... Why? Why?
If only we could turn it to be a nightmare or to move the time faster. I just couldn't hold on my tear...All we can do is pray... pray for the safety...pray everything will be fine.
Mamafai wrote @ 11:00 PM |
Monday, February 05, 2007
Thank you from the bottom of my heart girls! You've been a great support from day one!
Cadbury, Tea and Trina.. I love u girls very much!
And to dear hubby.. I love you too...for the 2 sleepless day/nite..and I know you did that cause you love me too... :)
I've lost my voice now...but it was worth the efforts!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
Will update again later after a much needed rest!
Mamafai wrote @ 2:24 AM |
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