Mamafai's Daily Dose

The Proud Mama

I'm a 35 year old woman brought into this world on February 23rd 1971 and married to the same man for 13 years, mother to 2 hilarious, extremely handsome boys and one beautiful baby boy, who was totally NOT planned, but who turned out to be the Joy of our lives, loves to drink ice tea and hot chocolate from Starbucks. There is more to me than just being a mother, I just don't remember any of it.

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This site and contents, unless otherwise noted, is a copyright of mine! This website is a place for me to draw together all aspects of my life into an enjoyable and interesting journal. You will find issues that are truly going on in my life at the current moment. Sometimes I can be sharp. I am also very open with my feelings and opinions. If you are part of my life and I love you, you'll read about it in my journal. If you are an idiot, guess what? It's in here too. Feel free to respond if you choose. However, leave my website if you can't handle reality. I dont give a damn!

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Mamafai's Daily Dose...

Friday, September 30, 2005

..: Discourage :..

You know what's discouraging? Finally feeling better for awhile and then suddenly feeling sick all over again. I've been queasy on and off yesterday; at first I thought it was the beef steak I had for dinner the night before that made me feel icky (and I immediately swore off beef steaks for the next little while!)but clearly that's not it at all. Thank god this goes away today.

Honestly, I think morning sickness is just really bad evolution; how did we not die out as a species if so many women feel certain degrees of horrible when they're pregnant?

BTW..thanks to all for voting!

Mamafai wrote @ 4:11 PM |

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

..: Take A Guess :..

Ok..so some guess its a girl...and some guess its a boy. I am also hoping to find out the gender of this baby soon.

Meanwhile, I would love for you to take a guess. I have place a poll on my sidebar. Do take the vote and just do it once to keep the votes accurate :P

Also feel free to leave a comment while you're there (after you vote) or here.

Mamafai wrote @ 11:27 AM |

Sunday, September 25, 2005

..: Everlasting Hunger :..

You know, an hour ago I devoured a full plate of nasi lemak. (I swear I do eat healthy food most time of the day; this baby IS getting nutrients, honest!) :) .

And now I am STARVING. Granted, this is definitely a nice change from having very little appetite the past few weeks where I would force myself to eat something just for the sake of eating and to keep from feeling nauseous.

Still, if I hadn't seen the heartbeat just last Monday, I would swear I have tapeworm instead of a baby with all this constant hunger!

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Mamafai wrote @ 7:38 PM |

Friday, September 23, 2005

..: Bang! :..

Me: Ouch!

Asyraf : What was that?

Me : It was me. I banged my knee on the leg of the chair.

Asyraf : Are you DRUNK?

Me : What? Am I what?!

Asyraf : Are you drunk?

Me : No, I'm not!

It's just funny to hear him asking. But where did he get that from???

Mamafai wrote @ 10:40 PM |

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

..: Cravings :..

So it's 10.30 pm. What am I craving? Something easy to get like potato chips, cookies, even a burger? Nope.

An egg and sausage McMuffin from McDonalds. You can't get breakfast at Mac D at this hour. I would quite possibly do a backflip for one right now but I can't do anything about it. I won't be able to get one all week either and by the time I may be able to get one on the weekend, I probably won't want it anymore.

Why can't my cravings be simple?

Mamafai wrote @ 10:37 PM |

Saturday, September 17, 2005

..: Tropical Tropicana :..

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Mamafai wrote @ 6:31 PM |

Thursday, September 15, 2005

..: Grumpy Girl :..

Today is one of those "I am pregnant and I am grumpy" days. No one can do anything that doesn't irritate the shit out of me. For the sake of the public, I need to be quarantined. It is inhumane to expect me to be nice to people when I am in a mood like this.

My two main side effects of pregnancy have been fatigue and grumpiness. I know I do not have much to complain about, it could be much, much worse. I also understand why my body may want to over produce some crazy hormone that makes me grumpy. When it is in the process of hosting another life, your body has the right to make you grumpy. I just wish that gumpy days came with a "GET OUT OF DEALING WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD" card.

Mamafai wrote @ 10:30 PM |

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

..: Long overdue :..

This has been a tough pregnancy so far. Has been falling sick every now and then and was hospitalised last Sunday evening due to dehydration. Had not been eating and drinking well. So far the baby is good. The baby has been growing well. Insyallah I will fight whatever that comes for this precious baby.

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Inspite of not feeling well, I've managed to help a good fren with her sister's great wedding event. Glad it turns out well inspite of some panicky events that took place :) . Thanks to my great niece... she has been a great supporter since day one I've started "Perfect Frosting" . Thanks for the needful helping hands...you did a great a job! Love you many many!

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Mamafai wrote @ 8:45 PM |

Saturday, September 03, 2005

..: Some Things Money Can't Buy :..

Material things can be replaced, children can not.

I may not live in a two or three-storey house, I may not drive BMW or Merz, or go on expensive vacations every year. But I do carry the most amazing memories in my heart of being here with my children, watching them grow, bonding with them, comforting them when they are sick, helping with the school work, being there when they needed me the most. Those memories can not be bought.

So, no, I will never feel bad that I don't live in your house, or drive your car, or have your savings account. You will never make me to feel like I'm less of a person than you because of your material possessions. I have something more precious to hold on to. Something that will never grow old or need replacing.

You think of me as less fortunate, because you are blinded by things. If you would spend one day in my home, you'd understand, I'm rich. I do not judge you for your choices, do not judge me for mine. My children don't, infact, they adore me the way I am. They love their house, , because it's a home filled with love and happy memories and my children know that is what is important.

Mamafai wrote @ 11:59 AM |

Thursday, September 01, 2005

..: Sugar and Spice :..

Everyone thinks that we want this baby to be a girl. I do but not Dh. Dh wants another boy.

So if I have a girl, I'll be happy, but just because I have two boys doesn't mean he wants a girl. Dh said God knew what he was doing when he gave us boys. Boys are so easy to raise, and he's good with boys. Ok, that sounded wrong, you know what I mean... He can't even imagine a barbie in the house..hmmm :P

Girls are too complicated and difficult according to him. He can predict there will be a lot of pink in the house and he can't stand pink! One girl in the family (referring to me) is a handful for him to handle (can you believe him??). It's easier for him to pamper the only girl in the family (referring to me again)...girls tend to get jelous with each other and he is not sure if he can be equal to both (chet!).

But he will still be happy for me if its a girl... I guess I will just have to be happy for him if its a boy... No! No! I still want a girl!!! Sigh!!!

Mamafai wrote @ 10:06 AM |