Mamafai's Daily Dose

The Proud Mama

I'm a 35 year old woman brought into this world on February 23rd 1971 and married to the same man for 13 years, mother to 2 hilarious, extremely handsome boys and one beautiful baby boy, who was totally NOT planned, but who turned out to be the Joy of our lives, loves to drink ice tea and hot chocolate from Starbucks. There is more to me than just being a mother, I just don't remember any of it.

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This site and contents, unless otherwise noted, is a copyright of mine! This website is a place for me to draw together all aspects of my life into an enjoyable and interesting journal. You will find issues that are truly going on in my life at the current moment. Sometimes I can be sharp. I am also very open with my feelings and opinions. If you are part of my life and I love you, you'll read about it in my journal. If you are an idiot, guess what? It's in here too. Feel free to respond if you choose. However, leave my website if you can't handle reality. I dont give a damn!

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Mamafai's Daily Dose...

Thursday, June 30, 2005

..: Can't Think Of Anything :..

I haven't written much in awhile because I just haven't felt like it to be honest. My days have become hectic and my evenings are filled with getting things ready for the next day and spending time with my family that by the time I have some time to myself my brain has turned to mush and I just don'y feel like sitting down to write.

Now that's not to say that come tomorrow or a few days from now that will change but for right now, I sure as hell can'y think of anything...

Mamafai wrote @ 12:27 AM |

Saturday, June 25, 2005

..: Restless Weekend :..

This weekend was a rough weekend for me. You see every now and then I go through these tough moods. It's not a bad mood. I associate bad moods with being totally irritated by and with other people. This isn't like that. I feel more like a caged animal. Pacing. Restless. Out of sorts. It's as if I don't fit in my own skin.

I am not sure if it is a normal feeling, the weather or an addict feeling. It does feel like I am jonesing for something, but I can't say what. Thankfully, my family knows when I get this way to just let me be. If I am pacing, leave me alone. If I am ranting, let me rant. If I am crying, what the hell did you do to me?

I really hate this feeling because I don't know what to do with it. Concentration has been way out the window as well. Am I the only person who goes through these phases of feeling like her skin doesn't fit? That restless feeling? Jonesing for something but you don't know what?

Mamafai wrote @ 11:49 PM |

Sunday, June 19, 2005

..: Devoted Elegance :..

Another wedding cake was setup this morning. Thanks to my 2 fav nieces (Siti & Ain) for helping out. Love you guys many-many! They are among the people that have been very supportive towards my new hobby. Alhamdullilah it went well this morning. I hope the bride and groom are happy with the cake!

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Mamafai wrote @ 8:22 PM |

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

..: Brothers :..

Afzal is on his tummy on the floor next to Asyraf watching Power Ranger. Asyraf has his hand on Afzal's back. Whenever there is some action on the screen, Asyraf leans down and whispers somethingto Afzal. I have no clue what is going on but he laughs whenever Asyraf leans down to talk to him. May they always be like this with one another.

It's melting my heart.

Mamafai wrote @ 9:16 PM |

Sunday, June 12, 2005

..: Birthday Bash :..

Afzal's Birthday Bash was held at Macd yesterday for his cuzzins and close friends. Thank you all for coming especially the "Kampung Friends".