Mamafai's Daily Dose

The Proud Mama

I'm a 35 year old woman brought into this world on February 23rd 1971 and married to the same man for 13 years, mother to 2 hilarious, extremely handsome boys and one beautiful baby boy, who was totally NOT planned, but who turned out to be the Joy of our lives, loves to drink ice tea and hot chocolate from Starbucks. There is more to me than just being a mother, I just don't remember any of it.

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This site and contents, unless otherwise noted, is a copyright of mine! This website is a place for me to draw together all aspects of my life into an enjoyable and interesting journal. You will find issues that are truly going on in my life at the current moment. Sometimes I can be sharp. I am also very open with my feelings and opinions. If you are part of my life and I love you, you'll read about it in my journal. If you are an idiot, guess what? It's in here too. Feel free to respond if you choose. However, leave my website if you can't handle reality. I dont give a damn!

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Mamafai's Daily Dose...

Monday, January 31, 2005

..: Brain Malfunctioned :..

I am in such a rotten, shitty mood today and spoiling for a fight. Maybe its because I was tired and still feeling sick. A good, healthy debate in which I am right and everyone else is wrong. All I wanted to do today is to bite someone's head off. Or at least pick a good fight so that I can get all of this pent up hostile energy out of my system.

I just seem to hate everyone and everything today. I don't feel like being a mom today. I don't feel much like being a human being today. I just want to be left alone and not deal with anything.

Thank god dh is being hit by the flubug or else he'll be the punching bag!

Mamafai wrote @ 9:07 PM |

Saturday, January 29, 2005

..: We Need Anti-Virus!!! :..

This is the worst fever/flu we've been hit. I was down since last Wed. Been to the doc for 3 times. Afzal been having fever on & off since the past 2 weeks. Asyraf's seems to recover much faster than us. This time it hit the bones and joints...so painful. I thought for once I got SARS. Afzal kept crying his legs, arms and hands are painful. The maid been hit too yesterday.

Doc said its a new virus. Been prescribed 10 days of antibiotics and 4 other medicines. Same goes with Afzal, all medicines been changed, plus more antibiotics. I'm not so much worried for myself but more for the lil ones. Hope this new prescribed medicines work for all...

Mamafai wrote @ 11:59 AM |

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

..: Ill Again :..

Can a house make you sick? Can it be possessed by germs and be trying to force you out?

Let's do a roll call, shall we?

The Flu: Been here to infect me, Asyraf and Little Afzal
Dry Cough :Been here to infect Asyraf and Little Afzal
Fever : Been here to infect me, Asyraf and Little Afzal
Stomach Flu: Been here to infect Little Afzal and our latest victim from last night, Asyraf.

And now I am down with fever. All of these various illnesses have been to our house lately. That's right folks. In less than a month, we have had those various illnesses invade our peaceful home. I would appreciate it if someone would take this whole infected curse that has befallen us and send it back to where ever it came from. Undo that voodoo you do so well and give me at least one week with a well family.

Please.

But really. MUST we have this sickness here. Again? Off to do some ritual thingy to ward off the evil nasty-sickie germs. (Or go back to bed. Yeah, that one sounds better anyway.)

Mamafai wrote @ 11:15 PM |

..: Another one of those days :..

Apparently I'm having another one of those days where everyone pisses me off. People asking too many questions. Unnecessary questions in my opinion. Take my answer and get the hell out of here! And quit asking me those stupid questions!

Mamafai wrote @ 11:23 AM |

Saturday, January 22, 2005

..: GorGere :..

I love you. Until the day that I remembered that I love you. When I see you I'll hope to know you and talk to you. I don't know how to talk your language, my heart don't care about this. I hope that you'll be happy unfortunately not with me...

Channel 5 was just showing the movie "Pretty Woman". I just love this movie and I can watch it over and over again. I am a big fan of Richard Gere :P..hehe..I know he is old but hmmm.. He is a truly gifted actor, gorgeous and he never fails to suprise me with his abilities and talent. I just can't wait to see his action in "Shall We Dance"...gotta get that piece of DVD sooon!

Mamafai wrote @ 1:44 AM |

Friday, January 21, 2005

..: Do You Have To Come Now? :..

I had the worst cramp ever yesterday. It started after I finished baking the muffins. Paracetamol doesn't seems to work at all. I was supposed to cook the acar and pacri for today's briyani last night but ended up in bed. So this morning I had to wake up much much earlier to do all the cooking.

The pain is still on and off... I hope it'll get away by noon. We are suppose to be at Mil's later but I dunno if I'll have the mood.

I hope your Adha is much better than mine!

Mamafai wrote @ 7:20 AM |

Thursday, January 20, 2005

..: Know What??? :..

Know what??? I'm super busy, spending time with someone surfing the net at MACD till 11pm earlier :P I think this is gonna be a tradition she is gonna established until she is sick of Ben. You should see how excited she is...eyes sparkling...especially when she get the free connection!

Anway, it was indeed an enjoyable meetup...a break from the kids. The jokes and laughter just made my day!

It just didn't end there ...now surfing at my place!

We have to do it again! What say you woman???

Mamafai wrote @ 1:05 AM |

Monday, January 17, 2005

..: Is It Too Much To Ask? :..

Please boys... go to sleep. Mama is tired and needs a nap before she goes insane. I can hear giggles every 2 seconds. As usual if I need a nap, neither of my children will take naps. I know that when I finally give in and get them up they will drive me insane. I just feel like selling them to the Karung Guni! (thanks to Lyana for the correct spelling!)

Mamafai wrote @ 10:58 PM |

Sunday, January 16, 2005

..: Self-Fulfilling :..

At 9.00am this morning :

Him: How are you feeling today?
Me: Ok this morning...but I'm bored to death!
Him: You don't have to just laze around at home. Go out and do some shopping.
Me : Shop? Did I hear you wrongly?
Him: hehe... yes I said shop!
Me : I'm broke.
Him : hmm... just use your supp card but spend wisely!
Me : You sure?
Him : Just go before I change my mind.
Me : Ok Ok..thank you..

At 5pm this evening, home with bags full of 2 blouses, 1 pants, 1 bodyshop two-way cake refill, 1 lemongrass footspray, 2 scarfs, 1 big tub of ice-cream and 2 gifts for two of my frens...

Hmm..isn't he generous today?

Oh thanks to my eldest hero for being such a good shopping partner and decision maker when I wasn't sure if the purple ones look nicer than the orange! :)

Mamafai wrote @ 6:19 PM |

Friday, January 14, 2005

..: Meet The What??? :..

Did I tell you dh on 2 days team-building course this weekend? It's definitely gonna be a boring weekend for me. Well, at least I get to watch some of the DVDs that I bought weeks back. You should watch this..its so hilarious!

Have a good weekend everyone!

Mamafai wrote @ 11:30 PM |

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

..: What to do...What to do... :..

Afzal is sick again. I had to leave the office around lunch. We went to the doctor, he was down with high fever - 40deg. He has a bad ulcers on his tonsils and couldn't eat or drink much. I hope he will not dehydrate. He was complaining earlier he was very tired and his feet ached so much. His body is practically still on fire.

Looks like its gonna be another long night for me again... :(

Mamafai wrote @ 10:58 PM |

Monday, January 10, 2005

..: When.. :..

When did I stop being a "miss" and become a "madam"??

*sigh*

Ok, who came in here and replaced my sweet cuddly little boy with this hyper, tantrum-throwing, stubborn toddler?

Mamafai wrote @ 10:20 PM |

Sunday, January 09, 2005

..: Lazy :..

Its a lazy Sunday afternoon here. I am sitting around with not a whole lot going on at the moment. Dh is working 2 shifts today and I am so bored I can hardly stand it. (In actual fact I have a lot to do!)

I have been sitting here for a while trying so hard to come up with a light hearted post. Not the one that would make you laugh or roll your eyes, but one that you would enjoy.

I can't today.

Because I am just being lazy... (see, even my Sunday post is boring!).

Have a great weekend everyone!

Mamafai wrote @ 4:40 PM |

Thursday, January 06, 2005

..: Reply To All :..

The "Reply to All" feature in Outlook should really say "Death to All"! At least to everyone who actually uses the feature to reply mindless babble to the 25 recipients who got the first e-mail. Such is the case today. I got an e-mail inviting me to a "Sex Party" and without fail I'm getting Replied To by every idiots on that list. Some girl does not have a friend to go with so she can't come. Do I give a shit? I don't even know you. Some guy just found out he can come. Can you really? Great, now I will come too. So-and-so is bringing food. Damn, does that mean I have to bring something? As if it weren't already bad enough, one guy sends a Reply to All that says take me off of your freaking Replies to All! I feel for him for I know what it feels like to have to delete all that bullshit. And what do you know? Some idiotic person comes along and Replies to All that he's being rude. WHAT THE HELL? Grow up people! Don't spam my inbox!

Mamafai wrote @ 11:32 PM |

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

..: blah blah blah :..

Blah. That sums up my mood perfectly. I don't understand how I was so upbeat and perky (yes, even I get perky at times) yesterday and today is just blah. Not feeling blue or depressed just incredibly apathetic- so in short, blah.

Maybe it's because I'm tired. Doesn't help that I stayed up until 2 am last night squeezing through my brains to come out with my work project I finally headed to bed, Afzal woke me up 15 minutes later, Cuddle him and got him back in bed only to be woken up 20 minutes later. Of course, Asyraf's radar must have been on and blinking to alert him that Afzal was getting special "mama's bed" privileges so we had to bring him in too.

And wouldn't you know it, I didn't get any sleep until about 4am. Oh well, doesn't matter, i'm not upset that they were in bed with me. Upset with myself for not going to bed earlier so that I would have gotten at least some sleep.

And of course, my boss was not happy with the project! Usual thing of him! Anyway, I had a prime nap opportunity earlier when I put Asyraf in bed. What's worse? I missed the Amazing Race! Now I'll have to wait for another week for it.. *sigh* I'm going to go see if I can take a nap again now...

Mamafai wrote @ 11:29 PM |

Sunday, January 02, 2005

..: American Food :..

We headed down to JB again yesterday. This time without the kids. I needed a foot reflexology badly. Aterwhich, we headed to hunt for this...

The last time we had these when were in KL last year. Finally my cravings for 2004 ended yesterday at the All American Food Restaurant!

Mamafai wrote @ 2:59 PM |